Yebah!!!
Posted by Lingsan_0nc3 at 01:18 AM on May 27, 2006.
I am so happy today... 
First, becaus I got to spend most of my day with Liam... We were together since afternoon until late evening... He went to our house tonight... plus, we got to spend sometime alone together to cuddle up and have a nice quiet moment just for the two of us...
Second, it is official... LIAM is my boyfriend... When i say official... It means we don't have to pretend that he is just a friend / suitor... My parents know that he is my BF and they are cool about it... My mom didn't even start talking about you-are-still-young-and-have-a-great-future-so-don't-do-anything-stupid talk... He even defended him, saying he is a nice guy when i told her that "Liam is not that good looking (sorry mine) and that i don't know why i answered him in the first place (seriously, i get stumped with that question)"...
Hahaha... I am just so happy... Love you mine...
-= P.S.
If ever you are reading this mine... read the entry after this also... Sorry... I am much more used to using english when i am writing, i am not trying to be conyo or anything...
Currently listening to: How did you know?!
Currently feeling: ecstatic
Helloe!!!
Posted by Lingsan_0nc3 at 03:44 AM on May 23, 2006.
Guys... for those of you who doesn't know yet... I am currently in a relationship and one month na kami tomorrow, 24... And super excited ako... Hehehe....
My last relationship was a year ago, and it didn't go so good... I found out i was number 3... Yes... THREE... My fave number also happens to be number of ways i was sharing this guy...
So, i have been cheated... and i admit i am stupid for that... But in defense, he didn't court me and i didn't want to be in a relationship with him in the first place... We suddenly kissed, and on the way home he started saying that that day was our "anniversary"... so i just went along with it... hehehe... am i stupid or what...
Plus, i sort of used him to forget another guy while we were together... but it didn't work... After i found out i was number 3 and break up with him... The guy that i wanted to forget - who also promised by the way that he won't help me or listen to me if the guy cheated on me because he already warned me - was the one who comforted me and wanted to defend me... So, i just fell for him all over again and this time its much worse than before...
Since the guys that i liked/loved after that so called "relationship" are close friends of mine and won't see me other than that... i started to become a martyr and loved without expecting in return... Just when i started to get tired and depressed because of the emotional baggage i am carrying... God sent me someone to call my own...
Mark William "LIAM" Estepa... We are orgmates... We didn't talk too each other much.. But when he started texting... We got to know each other better and then started talking with each other in school...
One time, before i knew he liked me or courting me or whatever... We held hands because he was helping me get up... When we touched, i felt a spark... And the only time that this happened before was when Richard Bancoro (yes, him!) held my hands so that i would stop tickling him (this was before we got together)...
Some of you guys have met him (Manel, Jam, Flo, Mama Jo, Eugene) and i don't know what you guys think of him... But this guy is really serious... I know he loves me very much and is really really sweet...
My friends in Mapua keep saying that if ever we break up because of 3rd party, i MOST probably be the one doing the cheating... But i won't do that... I already felt that pain... Why should i want to pass it on to others?
I really really love this guy... And i am wishing he is the ONE for me... God willing, i really hope that this would be the last guy to be my boyfriend and the guy that i'll be spending the rest of my life with...
Ok too much right?! But i don't know... We'll see... Shout back!!!
Currently listening to: Thank God I Found You & Finally Found Someone
Currently feeling: ecstatic
I am alive... and missing....
Posted by Lingsan_0nc3 at 12:55 PM on July 30, 2005.
I am alive again... My blog is alive and kicking!!!! 
Pero i miss someone... I mean somepeople... I haven't seen the OLCpeeps
for awhile... tpos ung mga CHu pa d ko nakakasama...
Busy kasi ako sa studies... and leverage ko lang at hindi pa ako
naprapraning... Kasama ko sila zig parati... Classmate ko kasi sila sa
halos lahat ng subject ko... Tpos same org pa kami... hay... kung wala
tong mga mokong na to... praning na ako...
I have a meeting this afternoon at school... and nandito pa ako sa
house na naka pambahay... Para sa olcians... reaction nio for sure...
Anong bago?!
Well, mabait ako ngaung college... i try to
be on time as mush as possible... Hahaha... Madalas ako pa una sa mga
usapan namin... Galing ko noh?! Pero bakit pag kau kausap ko...
Hahaha... late pa rin ako... Out of habit... Sabi nga sa "Tuesdays with
Morrie" tradition... we hols on to it just to feel that it is the same
as before... that no time has passed between the people...
I am reading the betlog... haha.. grabe...
galing pala kay Banky ung name na Betlog... correction... betLOG
pala... Hahaha... Kakatuwa... Miss ko na ung old days...
Tpos naka dorm pa sila manel and flo, wla me kasabay
pauwi...E late na natatapos class ko kaya hindi na ako "naliligaw" sa
Zigvince... Hay... sama pa ng loob ko... Nag post ako sa friendster ng
announcement para sa mga OLCians... si Julio lang ng reply... si
Matet... reply nga, wla naman ung sked nia...
Can't we have the good old days?! Na sasama sama tau... na hindi ganito
ka praning ang schedules natin and study load... Hay... miss you
guys... 
Currently listening to: Wordplay by Jason Mraz
Currently reading: Just finished "Tuesdays with Morrie"
Currently watching: Dinosaurs @ Disney Channel
Currently feeling: hyper
I have done it... but with his help...
Posted by Lingsan_0nc3 at 09:27 PM on March 26, 2005.
I have done it... I have forgotten about you... just like i said i would... but it wasn't easy... if you don't believe me, ask the people around you... they know... that's another thing, how come they know but you don't? Even if I didn't tell them they knew... But enough about you... I am through with you...
But I wasn't able to do it without him... It was just a simple friendship at first... but the timing couldn't have been more perfect... the day before the date I said I'll forget about you, he came into my world... Small talks... simple texts... A guiding hand... And a heart that's not just caring... but also Loving...
He was a totally different person from my ideal guy... His reputation precedes as someone that break hearts... I hope mine is not one of them... He said he was different now, and his deeds are justifying his words... But sometimes the voices of those who knew his former "behavior" is nagging somewhere in the back of my brain....
But i still believe in him... I feel the sincerity in his words... I hope i am not just imagining it... Because i am on my own with this one... My friends will not offer a sympathetic ear nor a shoulder to cry on once he breaks my heart... Hope i didn't make a wrong choice...
But now at least... i can say i am happy... i have someone who cares for me and always there for me that is MINE... i don't have to share with other girls... nor take a back seat once the girl of their lives enter... Once again in my life...
I am the ONE for someone
Currently listening to: True _ Ryan Cabrera
Currently feeling: thankful
when you love someone and when u're inlove with someone
Posted by Lingsan_0nc3 at 12:45 AM on February 3, 2005.
when you love someone and when ure inlove with someone
Message: It's still different when you love someone and
when ure inlove with someone" explanation:
alin nga ba ang mas malalim? love o inlove?
marami sa atin ang naco2nfuse tungkol dito.
Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngaun?
Mahal
mo ba siya pero prang may isang tao na
parang
mahalaga din sayo. o may mahal ka n akala
mo
eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka pa rin
isang
tao na minamahal ng totoo. Kapag love mo
ang
isang tao masaya ka..Feeling mo ok na ang
lahat..pero kung inlove ka, masakit yun! Kasi
ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong
ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya. Teka bakit ka
nga ba ngpaparaya? kc di ka niya mahal o
dhil
hindi ka siguradong ok lng sa knya? Kung
yan
ang
dahiln mo, inlove ka nga sa knya. Kasi iniisip
mo kung ano meron kayo sa ngaun at
kontento ka
na.
Pero isipin mo pano kung mawala ang tao
un at
tlgng hindi na kau mgusap at magkita, kaya
mo
ba? pano kung maguluhan siya sayo at
maisipang
layuan ka? pano kung sa sobrang pagiging
iba
mo sa kanya di ka nya kausapin at tuldukan
na
kung ano na ang meron kau? kya mo ba?
kung
hindi ang sagot mo inlove ka nga.. Pano
naman
pag mahal mo lang, pag mahal mo lang,
alam
mo na parati kang may choice, ayaw mo
siyang
mawala dhil alm mong wala ka ipapalit. Ung
masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi
naman
siya ang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya pero
aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw
hindi
siya
ang pakakasalan mo. Mahal mo siya pero
ang
puso mo hindi lng pra sa kanya.. Mahal mo at
masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alm
mo na
kaya mo un. Ngaun Love lng ba o Inlove ka
na?
Isang araw magigising ka n lang na inlove
ka na
nga pero huli na.
Tandaan: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso
wag
tayo magpaloko!!
ipost mo ulit to 2lungn natin na maliwanagan
ang iba..This is real nkatulong nato sa iba,
Eto
ang
naging dahiln na nasabi nya sa taong inlove
siya ang totoo...
have a nice day! God bless
Currently feeling: HURTING
